the latest, a list

These are the things that are making me think…

The ending.
The thought of letting go of writing for a while and taking care of my body rather than my mind.
My dad is a stubborn man and I wish there was more I could do to help him.
My grandfather is surprisingly similar in temperament and situation.
My car may or may not be ready to clonk out of existence in the next six months (re: I may or may not be ready to pony up the money to buy a new car in the next six months).
Someone is racking up the water bill at my complex and the landlord is threatening to raise the rents 😦 😦 😦
I may have snitched in order to avoid the above scenario and this makes me feel like a total narc.
My insurance plan finally kicked in. Better start saving for the copays.